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Monday, February 19th, 2007
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Friday, February 2nd, 2007
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IMPORTANT SOREN NOTICE YOS
It's no secret that I'm hardly ever on anymore. I'm lucky to get on more than once a week. But I don't like this whole leaving-lj-in-the-dust thing. So--you guessed it--I'm making a new one. And I'd like to clarify in advance that I don't give a flying fuck who thinks it's a waste, because it's a goddamned website and it's what I feel like doing.
Anyway, I've compiled a keep list. If you're not on it and you really want to be, let me know and I'll probably put you on. Also, if you are on, hearing from you and knowing that you'll actually add me back would be nice. Anywho, here it is.
Keep list
akuma_ookami
amiasha
amidoh
demonicbeef
frozen_lotus
insanepurin
kitty_yunie
haruhara
polytheistic_me
ibaly
selkiewings
setsoku_san
sharingan_elite
the_mantic0r3
xkawaii_nekox
yaoipimp
Also, I'm thinking of making a new RP. Probably won't really happen cause I have no one to RP with. But if you'd be interested, let me know.
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Sunday, January 7th, 2007
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| Time: | 8:31 pm. |
| Mood: | frustrated. |
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The Diadem cloud passage in Baten Kaitos Origins is a PAIN IN THE ASS. thnx.
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Wednesday, January 3rd, 2007
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Tuesday, December 26th, 2006
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Thursday, December 21st, 2006
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Happy 18th birthday to Tara, and a belated happy 17th to Tiff. I'm uberly sorry for my more-frequent-than-normal absence, but I love you both very dearly and wish you the best in this next year. <333
Right now I'm home sick. Being sick... sucks. Throat sickness is probably the one I hate most (*has some horrible memories of that*), and guess what I have? -_- I also couldn't stop coughing last night. That's gone away for now, so that's good. But it still hurrrrrrts! >:
I can't believe how close it is to Christmas. Jimi and I have figured out what we're doing with out two families--I've never really been happy about my family not being alive until at least 11:00 AM before. XD I have most of my shopping done; I just have HYDE (Rach) and Daryl (Jimi's dad) to buy for, and then I have Carol's and Tara's to finish (homemade presents are reserved for my best friends :p). Course, I don't have either of their current mailing addresses on me, so I need to wait for those, anyway. Tara moved a little while ago, and while Carol moved a lot longer ago and I've BEEN to her current house, I don't really think I can remember the street name and number off the top of my head. XP But anyway, since I'm home anyway I think I'll finish the wrapping I can do today. On top of the presents that aren't bought/completed, Billy's keeping a couple of Jimi's presents for me and I haven't gotten around to asking for them back yet... :x
Oh, yeah. You guyses got half of the thingies in the last entry, and that makes me happy. :3 If you're wondering, the ones that weren't guessed are as follows:
1. Vampire Chronicles 3. Fire Emblem 6. Red vs. Blue 7. Baten Kaitos 10. Lost
Yey.
PANDORA'S SLEEPING ON THE BED IT'S TEH CUTE! :o:o:o
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Wednesday, November 29th, 2006
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Fun. X3
Summarize 10 of your fandoms in one sentence each, then see who on your friends' list can guess each fandom.
1. "Just becuse we're dead and soulless doesn't mean we can't be hot and emo."
2. "Of course my cause is selfless and just, now go play with that rock, little peasant; your Lord and Master has some lowlings to strike down." Death Note ( haruhara)
3. "I didn't know all warlords were either gay or incestuous!"
4. "Seme-uke wars: Because violent, non-consentual sex does NOT establish dominance!" Yami no Matsuei ( kitty_yunie)
5. "We may be surrounded by flowers all day and angst endlessly, but we're badass. >o" Weiß Kreuz ( haruhara)
6. "Hey, there were no Mexican robots when I played!"
7. "An inconceivabe amount of sadomasochistic sexual undertones while still being a T-rated game. *ping!* :D"
8. "Damn, she never bled out the head in the last one; what happened to the pretty pink wand--awh, who the hell brougt in the vampires?!" Tsubasa ( haruhara)
9. "If I'm a goddess and you're a ball of energy, do you think our child might be a little fucked up?" Ayashi no Ceres ( xkawaii_nekox)
10. "Yeah, sure, pick the numbers--what's the worst that could happen?"
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Tuesday, November 14th, 2006
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Friday, November 10th, 2006
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Just fucking kill me now. Please.
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Monday, November 6th, 2006
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| Time: | 11:16 am. |
| Mood: | excited. |
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I HAVE A JOB~!
That's all. ^___^
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Wednesday, November 1st, 2006
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Schweetness, I got stamped as Pandora and Marius at les_innocents_. *points to userinfo for stamps* My two favorite characters--how cool is that?
I had a good Halloween. Best I've had since... Well, probably ever. x.x But I'm not so fluffy now. My throat has been KILLiNG me for a few days and now I'm having trouble swallowing. Jimi's getting me the stuff that worked last time I had throat problems (which were actually worse *shudders* bad memories), but if that doesn't help I'm calling the doctor. See, it's like I always say: I don't get the little colds that everyone else gets, but when I do get sick I do get sick. -__-
I might upload some pictures from last night. Cause you all wanna see my Goth Queen getup, right? XD (I wasn't supposed to be anything in particular, but I was deemed Goth Queen because... well, they're always calling me goth, anyway. XD)
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Tuesday, October 24th, 2006
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Me: *sneaks into bed but inevitably wakes Jimi* Jimi: You sguhfgjsfugf. Me: What? Jimi: You sdlkgdfkjhnv. Me: ...What are you talking about? Jimi: I don't know. Me: Go to sleep. *kisses forehead* I love you. Jimi: Gfhhldjdjdloveyoutoo. (pause) Jimi: Cake won't get me yet. Me: What? Jimi: Cake won't get me yet. Me: ... Jimi: ... Me: ...Sweetie, go to sleep. Jimi: I'm going to.
XD *shakes head* Silly boy.
I have a problem. I'm out of Celexa and have no way of getting it refilled until Friday. -_- I tried calling Billy last night, but nooo, he has to have a liiiife. 9.9 So, uh. Let's hope I dont go psycho before Friday. :D
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Monday, October 23rd, 2006
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| Time: | 5:14 pm. |
| Mood: | :d. |
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I'd forgotten how sexy Jimi is playing DDR.
Someone's gonna get pounced when they're done.
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| Time: | 1:59 pm. |
| Mood: | stressed. |
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Last night sucked. That's all I gotta say.
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Wednesday, October 18th, 2006
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| Time: | 11:04 am. |
| Mood: | relieved. | | Music: | "絵夢~for my dear~"by Gackt blasting. |
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I went on to MySpace and found an email from Ema. She was nice. And happy. She complimented my haircut and my kitten, and said I seemed happier with Jimi than ever before. She said she was happy for us. And it seemed like she meant it. She's in love. She's incrredibly happy and that is such a huge relief to me. Even if some people don't like me as much as they liked her, at least I know I have her approval. And it may seem weird, but even completely outside of the situation with Jimi it makes me smile to see her so happy. Once a friend, always a friend, right?
You don't know how much I've tormented myself out of guilt and shame, thinking that she was better for him after all. But even Jimi himself has been a lot nicer to me lately. It looks like things are looking up in one aspect of my life.
I love him. I truly do. I've never been so sure of my feelings for someone as I am for him. I think I fell in love with him the first time I saw him three years ago. I fall in love with him all over again just watching him live and be himself. I know I'm not the most important person in his life, but he is in mine, and that's not just circumstance. But I remember a conversation we had about it that one night. When I knew I couldn't be as important to him as someone else because they've been through so much. And he said, "so stay with me and go through more with me, and someday you will be." And it was the best thing he could have said, because it wasn't a lie. I remember those words a lot. So I'll do everything I can for him so that I can see him happy. Happy because of me. The only thing better than seeing the one you love happy is knowing you're the one who could make them that way.
Wow, I'm sorry. I got really carried away. o.o You gotta remember that Jimi and his sisters are the only ones I have to talk to lately, and they don't want to hear this. ^^;
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Monday, October 16th, 2006
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Sunday, October 15th, 2006
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| Time: | 2:48 am. |
| Mood: | tired. |
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*looks around*
Hiya.
I'm tired and I want bed but the room is filled with young men playing video games... -_-
At least Jimi's having fun. He hasn't done that in a while.
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Friday, October 6th, 2006
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Still alive. Staying with Jimi. His mother, grandmother and I think even his sisters seem to like me being around. But I'm scared to death of him getting sick of me. It already feels like I'm more of a burden than a lover. But, um. Let's see. I quit my job. I'm sure a lot of you are cheering for me right now. Hoping to get a job in either the deli or the bakery of Price Chopper, where Jim works. Something I'll enjoy much more. Gods, is Jimi's keyboard a pain. I have to beat on the keys. We found a really good deal on a really nice apartment, but they didn't call back. Gonna wait until I get a new job before I continue my search. I can't get into my email. But Tara's been leaving me daily MySpace comments and that made me so happy to see. Hopefully I'll get more time to talk to her but right now it's late and we have to get up early. I love you all.
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Saturday, September 16th, 2006
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This is one of those days where work went fine--in fact, I could even say it was good, but as soon as I come home it allllllll goes to hell. :D
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Friday, September 15th, 2006
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After months of my blue-grey KuroFai layout, I finally have a new one. Well. It's more like a variation of the last one, but it's different, dammit.
Something's wrong with my mouse. It's not highlighting things when I click and drag. :/
I hate feeling icky.
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